Thinking about you and everything you did makes me feel so enraged in absolute anger. My fists clench and my blood boils. There's only one person in the world who has ever fucked with me directly. No one else has ever put me through what you put me through. You tricked me. You called me out on a lie. You played me dirty. You underestimated me to an extreme extent. You thought you could make me look like a fool, but nonetheless the tables turned and you were the one who looked like a fool. I'm glad it didn't turn out the way you planned. I proved you wrong and I humiliated you in front of your pathetic little friends. You tried to fight me and you had your whole shit full of friends with you while I had no one. I was a handicap, literally fighting blind without my glasses. I had never been so scared my entire life. I felt as if I was surrounded in every corner with no way out and anywhere I stepped I would only be in more danger. Yeah, I admit, I was the one who left the fight but I left you shedding blood, while I came out unscathed. You barely laid a hand on me. The only pain I felt was my bad lungs and my out of shape body. I was trembling in fear, but my anger took over and all that I felt was a rush of adrenaline. My life was on the line that day. Never had I felt that way before. Never have I learned to despise someone so much.
I want to wipe you off the map of the world and make sure no one like you can ever exist on this planet. I want to throw you and lock you in a cage unleashing a bloodthirsty animal on you. That bloodthirsty animal would be no one other than me. I want to beat you until you cry out blood. I want to see the expression on your face that tells me you are sorry. I want to see your face become unrecognizable. I want my revenge. I want to avenge my own well being and the girl you hurt the most. Not only did I fight because I felt forced, I fought to protect myself and to prove that you don't deserve her. I have all the right to come after your head after what you did. I have all the right to have hatred towards you. I will never forget what happened and will remember it for the rest of my life.
But I'm not going to do that because I am the bigger and better man. I live a good life and I have morals. I don't associate myself with sad people like you. I am a civilized human being who has a life. You and your associates can stay in your pathetic pothead lives with the bottom of the bottom class. The hatred I hold against you and your pathetic low life group of friends is on another level at which you will never understand because you are too stupid to even comprehend it. I hope you are scared of me because you should be. I am not afraid of you and any of your low life friends.
I am not the kind to hold grudges, but I now understand from an old friend that sometimes its okay to hold a grudge and never let go for your entire life. I vow to hold a grudge against you, you deceiving low life pathetic ugly rat looking bastard .You have an enemy for life.
Honestly, I don't give a shit if you or any of your friends read what I have to say because it really shouldn't matter anymore. All I know is that I never want to see or hear from you again.
If you ever slip or want to see me again, just know that I will not hesitate to take you down. If there is ever a next time, you will be the one who's surrounded. I guarantee it.
The thought of you of sickens me.
Deuces.
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